Insecurity Resurgence--the mind of (this) writer

I will not compare myself.
I will not compare myself.
I will not compare myself.

WHAT DO YOU MEAN VERONICA ROTH, BEST SELLING AUTHOR OF DIVERGENT, IS ONLY 23 YEARS OLD?!?!?!?

I will allow myself five minutes of freak-out.

OMG, I am such a slacker/loser/undisciplined writer.

Why couldn't I have done that? Why do I struggle so much with worldbuilding? Why can't I just turn off my brain, simplify, and DIVE IN?

Will I ever learn to shut up and DO it?

UGH.

*insert frustrated, muted scream here*